Someone whom I respect so much scolded me yesterday. I cried and cried and cried and vomitted.I just hate when this kind of hing happened to me. I just hate it.I just so hate it. I mean you can tell me nicely rite? Not fucking scold me kan?
Someone dear to my heart once told me am stupid. And yes, those words put me down. Like seriously gila put me down.
And it took me years to build up my confidence back.Frigging years.
And now ur telling me am a slow learner and forgetful. What's up with that? I mean do you know me well? That well?
You said that am the slowest among your partners. Ouch. Sangat ouch okay.
You said I dont take much initiatives and effort to improve myself. Well how many hours in a week doyou see me?I mean like really see me.
Do you?
I know I should take full responsibilities of what had happened. I know that. I know its my fault. Yes it is. But you dont need to say harsh words to me. Because I respect you so much.
Pls dont make me lose my respect towards you.
Your words are like killing me softly. Not like lauryn hill killing me softly kind of thing. Tapi makan dalam jugaklah. Sgt jugakk.
Sigh. I just wanna take this all out.Thats why am writing this.I dont know you may read this or not.Do I look like I care? Do I?
Well if read this pun I dont kesah at all pun.Why should I?
Well am not gonna quit like your other partner and give silly reasons.
Am not her.
Do you know the name Fara means fighter?
I dont think you know that.